deep seas deep sleep

sleepless nights and restless thoughts clound my mind
dark circles have maid a permanent shade on my skin
eyes bloodshot and scorned are they mine
who will i meet tonight in my dreams
are they real or is insanity at bay
lost in delusions, or swimming it the unseen?
in these deep oceans sometimes i wish there was an island in my grasp
grounding and stable
but only deep seas and  deep sleep