True beauty

Falling in love with every eye I meet

Thinking of her I still weep

A change is happening a kind of rebirth 

Overwhelming desire to love myself as myself

I am the one true beauty 

My soul is gentle and warm

Intensely surging with wildfires at times  but still all loving and accepting to what is.

I have a wise one inside of me

Listening to her sets my soul free

Was lost outside of myself 

But going in is the key 

The door i'v opened is one to and overwhelming beauty, that tells me 

God resides inside of me we are one 

God is me.

Once you see with eyes closed you will truly know how to be. 

Just be. 

I am this soul and this vessel carries me.

even when I shed this skin I'm still within.

Beauty is within.

7x7

Chasing a dream, I fell in a hole

Down so deep, and o so very cold.

Down in this hole there is nothing to see.

All there is are the whispers and screams.

Darkness consumes, no light to be seen

My feet are bare, 3 feet deep, in this water that surrounds me.

7x7 not so lucky.

Concreate walls slippery and slimy,

Look up, look down, no one will find me.

I call and I cry and the blood boils over.

Death is upon me no time for a one eye wonder.

Scratching and screaming with all my might I fight, I fight, I fight !

I wish I may, I wish I might, find that piece of my soul tonight. 

Not even the whispers feel near. 

I feel dead inside, now what is there to fear?

My escape

Wild and free

Don't tell me how I'm suppose to be

She makes me feel like its all ok

Holding her is worth more than my last breath 

She keeps me alive 

Bleeding inside 

Pain threw my veins

At least I'm feeling something

Cut me open and taste my poison

Addicted to her being

Soul clinching to what was lifetimes ago

Seeping into darkness 

She shines her light and I see the way out

Deeper now than ever before

A spherical complacent desire

Soaking up what was once before

Find our souls slaying the sickness that the followers desire

The real 

The seeker in me

Smothering in your grace I hold on for dear life

I'm alive, finding myself today 

Changing glass sphere

Looking glass 

Capturing what is left of me

Setting me free to be me

I found myself today in her

Something else was falling away 

A weakness of the broken 

Soothes my soul to be next to her in any way 

I love you, my escape 

Unraveling love

She is beautiful 

She is untouchable 

A woman of many and few words

One in a billion 

Intelegent and humble 

Irreplaceable in many ways

To have her would be a blessing

Who wouldn't love me

Look what is right in front of you 

A perfect paridise we could make 

Turning water to wine with just the slightest touch 

No combination can answer the deepest questions of my heart

Unraveling each piece with a fine tooth comb

Crumbling paper after paper and throwing it aside

Trying to write down the words that will open your eyes to me 

Trying to find the perfect remedy to stay myself and still be everything you have dreamed of 

Still light 

Moon light

Talking to the stars 

Dancing with your soul each night

Feeling alright when I finally see the sunlight.

Sweet daydreamer

Something's gotta give 

Your all I want 

can't you see 

my heart burning for you

Let me love you for evermore 

Seeping deep into ecstasy 

I want to stay forever in your brown eyes

Suger is sweet but your lips are sweeter 

Love you more than you've ever been loved before

hold you closer than anyone knows how to 

Take you deeper than two souls have ever gone before

Sweetest love you are my love

conquer all your fears and let me be near

Take all of me and taste it so sweet

love every inch of you soft and so brand new 

sleeping next to you is more than a dream it captures my being and sets my soul free

flying threw space 

Becoming a star 

You shine brighter than sirius on the clearest of nights

seeping deep into my soul 

Let me love you baby it's getting cold

hold you closer than you've ever been held before

love your more than you've ever felt before

come to me sweet daydreamer

sink into this everlasting beauty

let our love feed your hunger

take all of me, I want no other.

Far away seas

Far away seas

Oceans are deep 

Can't find reason 

chaseing this dream

dream within a dream

Beautiful soul 

 Under Pressure 

day dreaming

last forever

complication 

misplaced danger

open now

Close doors open

Flowing over

Deeper power

Stronger feelings 

Overpower 

slow it down

easy back up

feeling stronger

Wait forever

Long time coming

switch off loving 

feelings shattered

blood soaked floor

Golden sapphires

her eyes like golden sapphires, seep deep into me.
pulling on my soul till the need for this body is no more.
a spiritual experiences.
to deny my intense emotions would be the death of me.
to encompass them gives another meaning
for the first time desire of flesh is trumped, by what once was thought as unattainable.
undoubtedly, i give my heart to you, it is encased within those golden sapphires.
heavenly lips touch my fingertips, holding back the tears is all i can do, to keep from exploding.
to know the universe in one being is attainable.

she is earth and i water, together we grow all the true beauty of the world.
so, i will swim into uncharted waters to encompass the ambiance of the earth at its core.

i see it now.
i feel it now.
take this and carry it with you, always stopping to feel the flowers pulse.
so, in this life and all others, i give my heart to you and no other.